WOW. Im so tireddd~ I feel way better though.. My problems seem to be simmering down a little.. Maybe cuz i got me a dose of happy virus Jillian today~ hahah XD

And my new layout? *Grins* I know i change it alot.. but thats because my tastes change like a pregnant women s mood swings~ Lol.

I will change it again.. I requested one.. Which i wont say who will be on it XD

OKAY a knew quote thanks to faye ;P

"Well, if theres no yunjae story's out there what will tame us horny yunjae peeping toms?"

That was the most kick ass thing i read all week. haha

Ya know~ Its time like this when i hate being a webmissy.. People are sooo god damned rude.
I told SaMaNtHa I wanted to maybe retire from Adorable love in a couple months mabye.. but she dont want me too.. I couldnt leave her like that though.. so i wouldn't/Couldn't retire anyways..

I may say i am a softy but i can be real mean when someone pisses me off. and right now Im heading in that direction.

I just get so fucking pissed (Sorry for the language)! Then i got some other problems with the site.. (Cant say what.. dont wanna cause problems with people) But i honestly am thinking of shutting the site down and asking people if they wanna stay or not. I hate being played with and right now i feel like im being screwed over majorly.

And now im on Hiatus.. and yes i know its prolly not the greatest idea considering im a webmissy and all.. But i have neveeeeeeer been on Hiatus on any site including mine. I think i need a break. But why i am on hiatus isnt to take a break.. im learning how to design graphics better. Thats the only reason for the Hiatus.. SO i can get better at designing before i come back.

and Jillian isnt on to Cheer me up :( She is like the perfect medicine for times like this.. She is a happy virus!! lol

I think i better stop this rant.. My heads gonna explode.

PEACE. Markie <3

hahahhaha OKay.. this picture is of my cat... When she was little.. TOTALLY made me laugh my head off.

WOAH! OMG haha SO im writing a short Jae-Chun story~ Jillian helped me out on it and its going to be kick ass! hahaha mwhahah Just you wait everyone!!

I think the only one i told was Jillian but after Cost of life and Kidnapped I am done writing.. Well YunJae that is.. I might start off writing my New fav pair Jae-Chun.. Soorryy YunJae! But everyone writes about Yunjae and i am running out of original ideas..

haha

-Markie

Okay! I have decided!! I will come back with hopefully more then 1 update.. Next tuesday(March 3oth)!!! YAY! I have gotten alot better and feel its okay for me to come back.

Right now at the moment i have a pin sticking headache and its getting on my nerves.

Lets seeee.. I have 2 requests to finish and then 1 for Jillian since i told her i would make her a poster for her story! I is excited at the moment!

I am realllllly Hoping my artworks have gotten better.. I think they have.. *crosses fingers*

Welll.. Thats alll for now.. I Hope you all have a wonderfullll day!

♥Markie

So like, I am insanely bored and have been staring at a request for ages.. I cant figure out what i should make.. I have no creativity left in me~ I have done about.. 4 requests in 2 nights.. Its a total workout.

Im thinking of going back to writing my storys.. But i dont know yet.. I seem to be getting better which is a blessing.. And i just found out How kind my 'ONLY' real friend is.. See we were out driving and i get reallly bad panic attacks in the car.. (I have always been paranoid in the car after i got in a accident when i was about 12) She would turn the music down and ask "Are you feeling okay?" Like ever hour.. I was like "AHhh" SHe really cares about me..

It was a fun day today.. My friends sisters B-day and we went to the park and took pictures.. SHE IS 21! WOoHOo. hhaha

My cousin is coming over tommarow.. so no writing my stories like i had planned.. But i need to spend some time with her.. Cuz when i had a HUGE panic attack it was the night of her Play and she had even saved spot with my familys name on it.. She had mouthed out on stage to my grandparents "Wheres Markie" I felt so damn bad.. Soo im gonna make it up to her.. Possibly Bribe her with Happy teriyaki.. mwhahahaha

-Markie ♥

OMG. I had to change the damn layout since it didnt work for internet explorer /cries.

I loved that layout... Oh well.. THis one is just as awesome.

I am such a happy person right now XD I got my glasses and they are totally awesome /Dances

I did 2 requests today and i think they turned out pretty good.. XD

I love you all~

Wow. Okay so like On my LJ i had said i was going on Hiatus because i have this anxiety problem and needed to spend more time away from the computer. So i went to get my glasses today and NOTHING! I felt Fine.. I did feel uncomfortable still because i could feel my anxiety wanting to come back but the meds must have stopped it because it would go away.. When im busy and not thinking about it i seem to be fine.. Lets just hope it dont come back.

SOOoo~ I have 1 request to do and i should get on it huh? XD

This is Markies Blog, I will tell whats up with me and my new arts will be added onto here.

So just have fun! XD